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Date & Time : 11/29/2008 / 10:07 PM

was reading through my archives.
and lots of emotion was brought back.
the smiles and tears, everything.

suddenly, my heart felt so heavy.
i thought it should be better since i have decided what to do.
yet, it remain the same or even worse.

i dont feel good tonight, really really bad.
unlike yesterday night, it was fantastic.
time alone always make you think alot, isn't it.
in this lonely night, my thoughts start to ponder.

my tears start to flow.
i really hate this.
the more i know, the more harder i feel i could breathe.
i wish i wasn't in this state now.

life is such a bitch.