hello my dearest sweetheart,

when i saw your email this morning,
i started frowning and i dont feel good about it.
but, towards the last part, i smiled.

i know, life have never been easy over there.
so much for you to adapt and learn.
things din went smooth like you thought.
humans are too complicated for you to understand.
i know it have been hard on you.
:(

i can feel it, totally feeling the heart of yours.
remember, our heart are always link together.
you told me this "when you feel like crying, i feel like too."
i dont know why, but we can really feel each other emotion well,
just by a simple sentence, we can feel it.

though we are so far apart,
i dont feel the distance at all.
our daily chats and talk.
bring us close together as usual.

we share our thoughts,
our lil secrets,
our mind and thinkings.
practically everything that we thought of.

i can really feel your support,
saying things to make me feel better.

i miss eating ajisen with you.
i miss eating fish soup at wisma with you.
i miss shopping with you.
i miss you poking me.

so much of misses,
i guess you can feel it too.

tonight,
i got so much so much to tell you, to share with you.

i wish you were right beside me now.
poking me and disturbing me.

lai lijie,
i am gonna kick you back from china!
:)


我今晚真的好想有个人依靠。
我好像说我很想你，真的好想好想。
我却说不出口，因为我感受不到你对我一丝的想恋。