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Date & Time : 4/30/2008 / 7:54 PM

wasn't in my perfect mood.
everything seem just not right.
yea, i know this is life but still . . . .

was worried yesterday about the result but i just kept quiet.
as usual, i smiled as though i am perfectly fine.
but, after the phone call, i couldn't take it.
and i started to tear, then cried.
))':

i mean, if that really happen, its gonna be so unfair.
i rather it will happen to me instead.
and i mean it.

you don't know how much i love her, you don't.
you don't know how much she mean, you don't.
you don't know how important she is, you don't.

i have been controlling my feeling.
i was really worried and my heart aches whenever i thought of the possible outcome.
tried to smile and look happy, but i wasn't at all.

i am thankful that i have got sweetheart.
my best friend, no doubt.

just give me a hug and assure me things will be fine.
i wish, i wish . . . . .