new semester, new life.
time passes really fast.
last year of poly life.
maybe i will miss it afterall?
oh well.

however, school is such a turn off this semester.
i don't like it at all, not even a single tiny lil bit.
its god damn boring.

somehow, when people get along longer.
you will start to see their flaws.
and silent unhappiness came along.
thus, causing the conflict that happen today.
but, afterall, this is life, isn't it.
learn it, live it and adapt to it.
the world is realistic, a fact that wouldn't change.
((:

i am always bad at handling such situation.
like usual, i choose to remain silent instead.
i am bad at rejecting things or people at times.
the worse, i cant express my feeling in the right way.
often, my intention was being misunderstood.

i always believe that if your intention was good from the start.
though you never express it out, but people can still feel it, isn't it?
like wise, the one that always claim to say that he love you is the one that will ended up leaving you.
however, the one that remain silent and being supportive is the one that stays.

but;

humans will never get this point right.
don't judge things from the surface.

sometimes, you just bought it upon yourself.
you cant blame anyone.
you made the decision, you choose the way.
get it?

i need happy pills.
i feel like crying.
indeed, i am having very serious mood swing.
)):

i am craving for sushi buffet.
anyone?