june 2003, my heart sank because of him.
i was going through the hardest time.
everything started to change.
maybe even my character.
from happy-go-lucky to that worried about everything girl.

however, the only fact that did not change was you.
you stand by me, always trying to cheer me up.
from friends to lover.

we started off like any couple.
the image of how shy are you when you see me is still vivid in my mind.
"me walking up the stair, while you are sitting at the bench along the corridor, remember?"
thinking back, it all seem like it just happen yesterday.

the first time when i realise how much i love you,
was the time when you were admitted to the hospital.
listening to the voicemail hospital left.
made me feel so helpless and i started weeping in the middle of the night.
seeing you lying on the hospital bed,
my heart aches.

like every other couples.
we do quarrel, fight and have conflicts.
but, they never last more than a day.
you are always the one that gave in.
i really appreciate that effort of yours.

we have gone through everything.
happiness and sorrows.
smiles and tears.
it wasn't easy, still we hang through it.

your efforts are too obvious to be seen.
your hardship is being paid off.
i am trying my best too.
together, we will overcome all the obstacles.

i am just a plain looking girl.
i am not someone you can be proud of.
but you still gave me the best you can.
thanks for bearing with my willful attitude.
thanks for being so forgiving.
i know even a zillion of thanks is not enough for what you have done.
but, at least i really mean what i said.

your love doesn't make the world go round.
your love is what makes the ride worthwhile.
Where ever there is you, there is great love and there are always miracles.

Tomorrow is the day,

is the fourth year and still counting on.

HAPPY FOURTH YEAR ANNIVERSARY.