Finding someone that knows you inside out is harder then striking lottery.

I don't know how many of you agree with me.
But, many times I find this very true.
Maybe at least to me and some friends of mine.
Now, think again, how many such friends do you have?
Yes, you might have lots of friends.
However, do you think that they really understand you?
And both of you are good till the extend of you can really say everything?
Every single bits of little secrets hiding in your heart?
I doubt so.
Often we have a small heart storing 'big things' inside it.

One very common scenario.
You are telling your friend how bad you are feeling or something.
The answer you always hear will be 'yes, I do understand how you feel and blah.'
Seriously, I tell you at many times they don't understand at all.
They are just saying for the sake of comforting you.
The one that understand will say out what you are thinking.

Sometimes, I feel that humans are so '肤浅'.(What's that word in english?)
And humans are so fake and selfish.
We are wearing a mask everywhere we go.
As in even when we are in a freaking bad mood, you will still see 'smiles' in us.
Don't deny, we are all like this alright.
Who will pull a long black face going around telling people I am in bad mood?

Alot of you know I love to day dream.
Maybe, that is the only time my brain is functioning.
Doing some exercise, in case it turn rusty.
When I day dream, I think of lots of stuffs.
Thinking through every single thing that comes into my mind.
Perhaps, many of you feels that I am thinking too much.
Just like boyfriend, he feels that i think far too much.
Hang on, what's wrong with that?
I don't see any problem with that.

I agree being simple might not be a bad thing too.
But, think doesn't mean you got to do it right?
You are just thinking about it, that's all.
Come on, many of you are like that too.
Thinking of doing this and that, but in the end?
You did NONE of them okay.
Trust me, it is always the case.

Just like many people aim high.
You want to accomplish how much before the age of 25, 3o or whatever.
After thinking much, out of ten people, how many of them can succeed?
Well, I guess at most probably only two or three.

People always judge things from the appearance.
They don't see things properly.
Without knowing the suitation, they will jump to the conclusion.
That's it, no futher thinking or so.

Let's use Gabriel's incident as an example.(*Sorry boyf, I mentioned his name again.)
I know what many of you are thinking about us, its complicated okay.
I admit, everytime the same incident happened I felt that he is such an ass.
Wait, after cooling down, that's when I will think of the whole matter again.
I DON'T hate him at all, not even a single bit.
Rather, I feel happy at least it once happen then never.
I learnt from my experience, and this made me grown up.
Up till now, I still believe he got his own reason.
Some people might say I am dumb or what, I don't care.
Everyone has his/her own reason for doing everything regardless of good or bad.
This is the first time I mention directly about Gabriel and me over at my blog.
It is all over already, so don't think too much.
Maybe, I din say before, but in my heart this is really how I felt towards our past.
HMMM.

Someone asked me about that 'din ****** because of the not serious attitude' question recently.
I don't wanna mention who or what since the incident is a history already.
Without thinking I told that person, NO.
Now, I feel that maybe yes, because of the not serious-ness.
I kinda like people that are serious towards certain things and stuffs.
People that will think alot like me.
Sometime, a simple thing that boyfriend did will piss me off.
Just when he is late or skip his classes because he overslept.
It seem like a small matter to you guys.
But, he knows la, he know what I mean.
I just find that he is not serious enough and irresponsible.

To: Boyfriend,

Sometimes, when I don't say or show it out,
doesn't mean I don't care.
Don't worry, I still love you that much.
Like you say,

我和你手牵手，说要一起走到最后.

Remember?


To: My dearest friends,

Things happen fast.
But, after each and every incident,
you will become much stronger.
The rainbow will always come after the rain.
Smile with me ((:


*My post have been very random lately.
Don't worry, nothing is wrong with me.
Life have been great!
But, I don't know why I am emo-ing down here too.
Is just pure emo-ing.
You know la, emo queen.
HAHAHA.
Hopefully, my post is not offensive to anyone of you ((:
Is just some of my personal thoughts.
Of course there are still nice people around.
Like all my friends, LOVE them so much!
MUAHAHA.
MUACKS!



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