Alright, I wanna explain some things in my previous post.
The part which says when you tell your friend things,
the answer you get is always 'yes, I do understand how you feel and blah'.
YES, I don't deny that I will be glad that my friends show concern for me, comforting me.
But, what I am trying to say is the next step.
Comforting and understanding is two different stories, isn't it?
Maybe some of you get what I mean, some don't.
ERM, well.
HAHAHA.

Also the '肤浅' part.
I don't mean all people, maybe some alright.
Indeed some people are but there are people who have deep thoughts too.
Oh ya, humans are fake part as well.
Actually, I wanna use another example but if I write out is VERY obvious okay.
What I am trying to say or shoot at.
So, I used that example and sort of wrong one.
Sorry!

Boyfriend said he don't know want to use SILLY or HAPPY-GO-LUCKY to describe me.
For me, I will use silly and maybe dumb instead.
HAHAHA.
If that Gabriel's incident happened on him, maybe he will hate that person.
But, for me.
Yea, you should have known my answer.
He says that being silly or happy-go-lucky have its good and bad point.
Actually, boyfriend knows me well.
Still, not 100%, maybe 85% or 90%.
He says that I change and to the better, more mature.
*SHY.
HAHAHA.
He and me knows why, I don't have to say it out.

Dearest boyfriend,

Maybe you don't know that these two things that you told me recently made me so happy and touched.

One is when you told me about zhenghan's neighbour dog, giving birth and they are selling.
You might be getting it, because you know I always wanted one.
And I asked you if the dog got fur? (I don't like dogs that have no fur, like bulldog)
You said YES.
And you said you will only do things I like.

Second thing is when I told you how much I feel like going shopping.
The urge is so strong but I kinda feel broke. (I spend 900bucks in 2 months, maybe to some of you is not alot, but to me it is okay.)
And you told me this, pick 3 things that you like or you need and I will pay for it.
I said nah, I will pay for my shopping expenses. (I don't like girls that want guys that pay for their shopping, aww)
Isn't that so sweet?
LOVE.

Maybe you don't know, simple things that you said makes me feel so love.
I have think through alot.
Is always you that put in more effort in this relationship.
Now, is my turn.
You said you like the current me, better.
I will be even better for your sake.
It wasn't easy for us to come so far.
Believe that our relationship is stable enough to go through every obstacles.

I LOVE YOU BOYFRIEND.