Hmmm. I could not control anymore. I was controlling my tears, trying hard to hold back my tears cause I am in class. But, when zhou xiong look at me, I don't know what happen. Tears just roll down my cheeks. I went to the toilet to "hide". Ahha. Crying makes me feel much better. Went to eat again. Eating is a good way of venting stress. Ate with Haoyih and Junjie. Talking with them make me forget all my unhappiness, cause they are damn funny. Went back class to slack again. Have to wait for "ya ba" club to start at six. Feeling much better. See the guys playing CS. Was funny. Noobs? Lolz. After that just left the few of us. Bored. Started playing games. Tic-tac-toe, hangman and true or dare. Funny. Mr Choo came in the class and talk to us.
He is real funny and cute! I love him man. Lolz. My favourite teacher. Went "ya ba" club. Recieve a message from zhou xiong and friend, yong xiang. Thanks for cheering me up. Thanks guys! Mac for dinner. Double cheeseburger meal and corn. I feel like a pig. Eating is all my life especially when I am down. Home sweet home.
Ineedabreak.Iamdyingsoon.dyingofstressandunhappiness.whyamishuttingdownmyheart?eventothosewhoarereallygoodtome?whatishappeningtome?pullmeout.pleasepleaseplease.