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I hate to make decision, but this time I did it. The story that started two and a half years ago have finally ended. I did not want it this way but I had no choice. I don't want to lie to either of us. I know I am being unfair to you, I am sorry. I know how much you love me but I am really sorry. I really don't know what I want. My heart breaks, I feel terrible. Actually, I am good at hiding things and feelings to myself. But, not this time anymore. I am tired. You, him or he? I don't want to choose. Perhaps, I am shutting down my heart now. I hope I really can. Please trust me I don't mean to hurt you. If I could turn back time I will never let all this happen.